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Name: stone
Country: Australia
Birthday: 10/15/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: >playing basketball< >reading< >listen to songs< >hanging out with fds< >sing K< looking at the clock
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Occupation: Retired


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Friday, May 29, 2009

closure

ANd finally there was closure, you can never befriend your past, so one just has to slowly let go

but coming out of it I started to notice things I did not appreciate before

like people actually drive their girls home when they live like.. an hours drive away

people actually do have relationships that last more than 2 years, and to them I grant my most sincere congratulations

and when being told that girls demand attention all the time, I actually believe them and marvel upon how people always text their girls, sometimes even calling them to tell them goodnight



it just seems that the older I get, my views no longer come out as black or white - just different shades of grade

I can no longer distinguish between sluts and girls with wonderful love stories

or a whipped dude from a passionate caring boyfriend

or maybe this is just where life begins - where you forget everything u learnt and trust your instinct and new experiences


Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Desensitization

eventually you just meet someone that dumps your heart in the sewers

and for me, an overload of desensitization just hits me

and I could sense a little bit of me die within, but i can't feel it

i guess its finally time to say goodbye, see u never



Wednesday, May 13, 2009

cold

I hate the cold

it makes me vulnerable - most probably because my friends are all in couples, and show up as couples at events

it tempts me into making stupid, impulsive decisions, wanting to tell people how much i miss them

when i probably only miss their company in lonely nights

or maybe it is the lonliness that makes me make these rash impulsive decisions





a good horse should never turn back for grass

at least it is what has been told to me- and i ought to believe that most people are in my best interest

but i really, really .. miss her


Wednesday, April 29, 2009

so i thought i was good

i thought i was good at impressing parents

I thought i was good at cooking

I thought i was good at caring

I thought i was good at talking, gossiping, joking

I thought i was good at forgetting............



at least those around are supportive - do stay there and push me till I can run and be free?


Saturday, April 25, 2009

speak

I thought I was good at talking

at least i thought I was good at socialising, and I could talk to anyone shall I tried or needed

but there are things that I want to tell her - but the words just get caught in my throat (ok my fingers)


maybe the time just isn't right for us to talk

i have just never been the patient type - or i just always want things my way



another one of those situations the world has told me to be difficult- but I never believed them




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